dint post for quite a long time le.
hahahs.
not much things happen this few days..
except for the fact that i lost my ability to split.
hais ~ is it for that short moments oni ?
how i wish i can be like jovin. split just lidat.
lols.
ytd,
i encounter God wit the help of szeming and zhimin..
thanks guys ~
its something nv experienced b4.
but thn the sad thing is tat i dint get the chance to feel Him.
due to some stuff tat i cant let go.
im thinking bout the reasons why i cant feel Him.
God gave me the ans after much tot.
i must let go of my past ;
in order to return to the cross, to God.
thanks Lord, just wan to tell You tat your very slow warrior has finally see the light of some stuff =D
zhimin has caused me much tears lately,
dun be mistaken.
he dint scold me or wad.
his devotion ; the way he love..
makes me feel so inferior and ntg.
i shall work my way towards Him.
i shall let go of my past ; and return to the cross.
Lord! take my everything. i'm Yours and truly Yours.